Dating.....

YUCK!
So here I am, on the brink of turning 32 and single with 2 kids.....that is hard enough! Add to it a full time job and trying to meet new people and DATE! I really don't like dating, I don't like the games and drama that comes with it....On top of that, I have to crank everything back and I feel like an awkward 16 yr old again. At least I am hot this time around....even if I am a complete dork when it comes to dating!
This is what I hate....I met a guy and we have hung out several times since meeting. I'm thinking to myself, he is cool and fun and good looking, but I'm not sure if I like him enough to want to date him. That's only part of the problem.....I realized yesterday, when I didn't talk to him all day that it bothered me. So, here we go, apparently I like him more than I am willing to admit----Now that brings me to another problem, "What does he think"? Oh the drama!!!! LOL
Here I am again, like a silly little teenager. The only difference this time, is I don't have to worry about it(although, I will, as does any girl, but that's beside the point) I can just take my time and let things happen however they are going to, and enjoy it while it is happening.
Does any of this make sense? It doesn't for me, but I am happy to be experiencing life again. It has been a lonely 2 1/2 years and I am beyond ready to take those steps to regaining the life that I always wanted.